And it’s quite surprising to me when I consider it; I have so little to say about her that had but I would go off half-cocked like a drunken dog, if you were so inclined.
I’ve probably said most of it over years – and as with anything in nature, I perceive everything as having a “nutshell” and a “periphery.”
It is also for this reason, of not wanting to clutter your head with stuff, that I am limiting the material in this book so that it can be digested easily. And unlike my prior additions, I will be putting the internet link to her facebook page on my web site. The book is presently going through the [Registrar’s Office] process and I hope to have some ideas regarding the cover.
In preparation for a membership dinner I was invited to, I had to go [through] her facebook page, renewing my contact with her, and look at comments made, pictures people posted etc., which I had never had cause to do before. And it is a very well-loaded site. I remember when she made the suggestion that I add people to our group; and it seemed like some sort of bizarre “online support group.”
But there are some big dogs in there…. and the remarks they pull your way are generally pretty standard internet jargon. When I repost items of interest, I will incorporate some of your ideas regarding imagery. Just yesterday, I posted a story from Benny Gostin’s REASONABLY WRITTEN, in which he talks about his sense of disorientation, working with an odd variety of materials. And the whole REASONABLY WRITTEN thing has been an unprecedented treatment for me – to be unable to fix problems by returning to its only source. With her presence, you were obliged to seek your own analogies and images; thereby clarifying the central piece.
On the day that I go to the Registrar’s Office to pick up the books [remember they have to be bound first], I hope to meet a new couple… She has lived in London and I like to confabulate a relationship that would have ensued, given the fact that I far prefer that metropolitan relationship template as opposed to any other the country serves up, on the basis that the provinces cover themselves in feces and block up the air-conditioning, while everyone devotes all their time to driving a car at excessive speeds [while drunk or stoned. –I know I judge a lot of people, but never anyone in Germany.] and assessing one another’s wardrobe in terms of whether or not such and such a singer/musician’s/sports figure/actor built a career on owning/wearing it.
Maisy Helferth has actually been a prime inspiration of mine. The very first time I [may] have noticed P., was on Stefan’s facebook page. And to talk of the respective treatments [in literature and the arts] is to trivialize the pain of each, despite the inversion in their presentation.
There is this manifestation in the Hebrew of: א. ב. מ. – a. b. m – Aleph, Bet, Mem – that forms the central system of naming, despite letters [having been chosen] arbitrarily, regardless of any esoteric aspects; and like everything else in Hebrew, it’s a vowel variation that “-folds” that there you have a pictog. 2 and 3 dimensional system; four and five dimensional as far as we are witness to.
And isn’t it nice to be on the same wavelength along with P. despite the globe of it? I finally worked up the courage to write him a post and within a fraction of a nanosecond he wrote back… I want to broach him a book or some other cultural thing, but the thing is that he has a vested interest in collecting people the way the Chancellor collects modern painters and “decadent writers.”
No sign of this former youngster.” And at the bus stop there were some youngsters; they seemed almost irresponsible in a “bright eyed innocent sort of way,” as they unloaded all their currency into their smartphones…. And, as always there are street people — even in Germany — around, praying to the Constractor.
By the Book Shop Post, I wonder:
???”If you have no head for the road, then maybe you should give it back, because nobody deserves the road without a head for it.
Maybe those street people you see were on the road with a head for it [and are] whipping their deformities off their backs like dandruff. Not that it matters [but] that’s the [hindrance] of being overly sensitive — you fall for the misleading things, because you want to think the best of people; and in the mean time, friends of mine are doing subversive things to compete with your delusion of them.
Do you think I’m proud of how generous P. is with Facebook, given that untold thousands of guys out there seem to treat the medium like drop-bar hotels…Maybe their apparent suffering [is the right of] people who have been the homeless people walking the streets thinking the sun hadn’t been out in years; although it is quite the opposite. You cannot be sad or “ignorant” in the truest sense of the word, if you’re buried in shit with little expectation to ever see anything but.[We have] enough signposts as a species to know at least that much; that such people are addicted to their sense of Karmic “balance,” necessitating a constant vigilance of keeping their sense of Humiliation in line with whatever image they have established for themselves. Otherwise, how do you account for the amount of photographic postings on Facebook of the old-ish with their younger friends, without once taking the time to think about how that may be the legacy of someone’s life [the ramifications of which might be best left undegraded].
Even in Germany, you and I have chances to go away for weekends, book vacations; and for a wonderfully stupid and juvenile reason, we always find ways to wreck those opportunities and if we hadn’t, the real one — the Road away would have taken place; but we must never forget that the road is the one that is both visible [otherwise known as “Roadable,” or whatever] and that which is outside of our sphere of “visibility,” where we — at the time, you may call “our sense” — have been kind of like, “Wait… I’m always in a “State of Nature” until something else moves me, in total contrast of everything else [because I haven’t spent nearly enough time with Mary to bother with conceptualizing such a silly thing.] However, it’s disappointing when somebody lets you down with such ease, especially when you know for a fact that the party is wild and you log into your voicemail box at 7 in the morning, just to hear, “Hameed!! I love you! Please answer the phone [for the next five years to hear her say that], until one day, when you look at her and she looks at you and yet you can’t look at her, because you’re thinking it’d be okay to tell her that you can’t look at her in that way; but you decide not to, because handling the “boss-man’s boss” sucks. I mean, how’re you going to have a shot at becoming the man, unless you have a handle on your hand?
But enough on V. Can’t any of us kids be frank here? There’s enough people not doing a damn thing with their lives and you know what? Mistakes are bound to happen; which is why Captain Pechter says I’m a cancer in the tube to close the fuckin’ Book. However, it wasn’t a mistake to deal with our calling in life, even if it takes one year or fifty-years…. I don’t have much interest in sharing that experiential realm with thirty-five guys, but how come the other inter-zonal ones look like their booting it six thousand miles behind?[A 4 am. email from her] today tells of she’s so knowable and herself; she’s barely “21.” They say she’s in the studio working on music and you know it’s a good sound, even if she talks of art a lot. Take a listen to her tracks.
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